deep breath
I panicked the other night.
I was worried that all my efforts mean nothing and that I won’t be able to achieve what I want to achieve.
But then I slept it off. I took two nights and a few meaningful conversations and I’m back where I like to be. I feel confident and determined to work hard and get what I want. That’s the way I like it: the ball in my court and the knowledge that the more I practice and prepare, the more likely I will score and ultimately win.
I will give details in another post.
There will always be moments in your life when such thoughts come into the head. Everyone in our age (in thier twenties) in particular battle these demons at some point or another. when this happens, soul searching is the best bet. never give up on your dreams, and just keep trying.
Part of this stems from your last post and your dislike for the academic system. Sadly I agree with you here, and feel that the academic system fails to prepare people of our age group, to how to integrate our new skills and ideas into society. As a result, such fears and anxieties have a greater impact on the heart.
But things do become better, as long as you don’t stray from your goals!
cheers
~from 125 columbia
Comment by Tristan — November 21, 2007 @ 7:13 pm