me against the world

I’m not too happy about having two essays left and not being able to study for exams yet. My first exam is next Friday and I don’t have any time to start on it.

And it’s not my fault for leaving these essays to the last minute because I had, literally, six big assignments/essays due over the past three weeks.

I’m also not very enthusiastic about the stress that is only going to get worse as the next two weeks go on (studying for four exams in the two weeks that they take place in….uggh), as well as having to deal with everyone else’s stress….

Some people just don’t remember that everyone else is just as, or even more so, stressed as they are. Gah. And it’s hard not to get overwhelmed by everything…school issues and personal issues….

I’ve already cried once….*sigh*

Besides that… I’m planning on going home (aka Whitby) from the 23rd/24th until the 28th/29th…. and by that, I mean I’ll probably be in Markham for most of that time. Therefore, all of you people from there will probably be done exams by then, so we’re hanging out. You all better be free.

Also, I’m really considering asking my parents to send me to England for at least a week (maybe two) this summer… probably in August after my summer school ends. I’d be staying with my cousins and I probably won’t have as much freedom as I would if I went with just friends, but it’s better than nothing. And it’s also a great starting point to work up from. Big bonus? It saves me a lot of money….

I’m actually talking to my cousin on msn right now as I write this… and we’re thinking about doing a double event, where he’d come here for a bit, and then I’d travel back with him to England. Which would help my case because then I wouldn’t be traveling alone.

Hmmmm….